Monthly Messages 4/21/26

Hi Friends,

This is coming to you in my 37th week of pregnancy and let me tell you I AM STRUGGLING. The last couple weeks (really this whole pregnancy) have been a struggle. I was joking around with my best friends and husband yesterday about how different I will be on the other side of this because of how many things felt like they have broken down and are growing into something new. I have experienced new levels surrender and striped away everything I that was my mental or physical stabilizer or safety net. It’s really tested the work I’ve done and it has also brought me to new moments of gratitude for being human. Being human is such a hard experience but it’s also the most beautiful. Being able to feel things so deeply and get multiple opportunities and chances to go through a metamorphasis. Caterpillars transform once in their lifetime. We get to do as many times as our soul needs. Which when you think about it, takes the pressure off each “upgrade”, “uplevel” and change. Because we can also change and transform again into something new but never the same as before. Even if the depth of our emotions, pain or hurt feels just as intense as before - the chrysillis we enter into is never the same and won’t create the same thing.